Random thoughts

#1 That moment where you are too much engrossed in self pitty when you are typing a comment or a text to someone cause they posted something really nice and which triggers you to involve in their lives, but then this thought emerges in your mind, some kind of a flashback or see a ghost from the past that you slowly delete all you have written and you wonder how helpless and desponded you are that you can't even control your thoughts about that person.

#2 How bizzare it is that the melodious beats and thump of a dhol in any Indian wedding always felt so thrilling and magnetic to the dance floor your whole life, but when you are of age and attending the marriage of someone your age, the same magnetic dhol beat becomes so annoying, head banging and constantly telling you that it's you.. your end is near. and you cant escape it.